jason castro and elliott yamin on MY myspace…

im one of those happy people right now, because jason castro just added me on his myspace (im not sure on the date but i think its 28th of may when he added me…)and its just now that i got the chance to put this up on my blog…yehey!!!its really good to check out his myspace everyday and just read some of the comments… “lots of people really loves him (and im one of them…hahaha…)and what’s really good about him is that he left a message on his blog to his people…he is really cool because he entertains and answers some of the questions of his fans “how cool is that!!” -not all can do that, so it was so nice to know that he is really great person!!(love it!!) plus i love his relationship to his sister (jackie) and to his whole family, seems like they’re really tight…

about elliott yamin’s myspace- it has been really quite a long time that he’s on myspace…i think it has been really months or if not months maybe a year already…his page is really cool and i absolutelt love it…all the updates are there so its really good for US fans to know what’s up to him…i never thought that there’s so many people who loves elliott , and it was so overwhelming that “you really dont have to win to live your own dream”…

because jason castro (finished 4th on AI 7) and elliott yamin (finished 3rd on AI 5) they’re already living the life that was once they’re wildest imagination…

actually i’ve never been a fan of myspace-more or less i only got 7 friends(i think!) im more into friendster so i never got a chance to update my myspace til now-i only go to my site just to check their site if there’s something new…and i dont care even if i dont have any friends at all…the two of them “they’re priceless!!”

ooppss!!before i forgot…i absolutely love the fan update that he and jackie made…

this only proves that “WINNING ISNT REALLY EVERYTHING”-its good if you will have that greatest prize but if that prize wont be worth of everything, what’s the worth of that thing?! it would only ruin your life…dont let them kill what’s really inside you just like what castro said that the his biggest challenge on the AI is “his brain being dead” leave that behind and start living the way you wanted to be…you dont have to kiss everyones ass “do it in a better and right way, – that wont make you any less but rather it will make you genuinely authentic…there’s nothing wrong about being different”

live the life the way you WANTED to be without facing somebody’s SHADOW…

you love because…

does anybody know what true love really means?!? i guess none for it is highly subjective plus people tend to love for different reasons…but my question is-

“do all the reason for loving is called LOVING at all?”-i love him because, i care for him because, i adore him because, i want to be with him because…BECAUSE, BECAUSE, BECAUSE…is that how we measure our love for someone???reasons for every reasons and LOVING because of those REASONS???

do love really revolves around “why do you love me and how much do you love me?!? is it because of the ferrero rocher and tulips? is it because of the fabulous dinner date every valentines day? is it because of the 14 karat diamond ring around your finger or is it because of the 4×4 ford ranger xlt that picks you up every after class?!? that is so pathetic!!! is that how subjective love is?!? i dont get it! love isnt supposed to be just about that, because if that’s the case… “everybody should have one” and if that’s the only reason for loving- “I SHOULD BE FINDING SOMEONE WHOSE ONE OF A HECK MILLONAIRE”…

if only love has reasons…if only,if only and if only…if only MONEY can buy LOVE and MONEY can be the reason for LOVE…but the toughest part is that “MONEY cant buy EVERYTHING and MONEY is NOT EVERYTHING…

the mere point is that “love has no reasons at all”- youre loving because of the fact that you are in love…no more buts, no more ifs and lastly no more conditions and reasons…loving just simply because “you LOVE” 

 love can be as simple as it that…when it comes to love “it is not about some “things” but it is more about something”-  something that really means EVERYTHING!

a love that is as sweet as ferrero chocolates whenever he asks you if you have eaten your dinner; love that is as expensive as tulips everytime he spends his whole time writing good poem just to make you smile whenever you have tough times; a love that is so pure that he sacrifices his pride just to sing your favorite song in front of your friends even if he cant; a love that means everything that he made fun of himself just to see your perfect smile and laugh; a love that means alot that he sacrificed to miss a championship basketball game just to pick you on your graveyard duty…a love that sounds crazy that he made himself a patissier just to create a perfect birthday cake for your dog…and a TRUE LOVE that he can and willingly FORGET and LEAVE everything behind just to make sure that you will get your CINDERELLA STORY that you always dreamt of…

that’s what true love is all about and that is what falling in love is- “being the ONE that you never thought you would be; doing something that you never thought you could actually do; and lastly sacrificing something that you really cant live without”….that’s how subjective love is…again that is how subjective LOVE is!!