this is actually a very long overdue blog post…ummm how can i say this, this entry is supposedly been posted right after our suppperrrr duppperrrr nightmare duty ( i know youre all aware of that!!) but because im sorta not in the mood to get all things up to my mind and one more thing i dont want to ruin my day…so i have decided to keep it for myself first but because im sooooo bored and i dont have anything to do and i still couldnt get myself out of my computer, im writing it anyways…hahahahaha ( so insane!!!)
so our last day-friday (july18), everybody’s a bit groogy, sleepy, exhausted and not so in a mood…why?!?because we stayed so late at night doing our case presentation having our conversation with the use of YM chatting and conference…thanks to technology!!!(exerting soooooo much effort just to make a quite good case pres for him…) graxa and kat spent their whole night at the computer shop (til 4am i think?) jean, averil and i were one of those fortunate ones because we were inside our very home-safe and sound…and marlon couldnt make because he forgot that his card was already out of hours….
so i got home really late at night actually MIDNIGHT-12am!!! i fixed myself, booth my computer and prepare my dinner…yes!!! you heard me right! dinner, if that’s the right term for that ok lets just call it a snack!! nice right?!? it sounds funny isnt?!?
so our very LONG and EXHAUSTING night started…i cant concentrate…my mind was blank and i couldnt think! i opened my itunes thinking that music can atleast mabe my mind and body work but still it didnt work but i dont have a choice i have to work and finish my stuff and so i did..past 3:30 in the morning..so i asked them if i can do something and help ’em and they told me that i could now disappear…so i did! i rest….
the day after- CASE PRESENTATION..LAST DAY…YEHEY!!!
hours before the said duty- we were still rushing and finishing things up…collating everything and compiling it to one file…print it photocopied it and done!! but it was not that easy! we were running out of time, we finished the whole thing but WE ENDED UP GETTING LATE…so BE IT!!!
CASE PRESENTATION…
we were doing nothing…we gave him our output, he was reading it for about 45-1 hour and after that finally he started to talk…HOT SEAT…not a very usual case presentation that we had…there was a seat near him and we have to seat there when we were being called…so SCARY but we managed to handle it very nicely..after that he gave time for us to eat and review for our quiz…
AFTER BREAK…
we went back-prepared piece of paper and ready ourselves…the question…ONE AND ONLY QUESTION- in a schematic paradigm discuss the PATHOPHYSIOLOGY of ADENO-RECTAL CARCINOMA…ok! ok! im shocked a bit but its ok, its our case anyways!! so FINALLY EVERYTHING HAS BEEN SET AND DONE…we were all ready to fix our thing and leave…but wait!!
he suddenly asked us- “did you learn anything from me?”…we responed “yes sir” (actually no doubt he really is a great lecturer and we really have learned alot from him…there’s no doubt about his capabilities but his attitude really stinks…)
THE UNEXPECTED CONVERSATION
and here comes marlon telling some things blah blah blah…that things could work out in a very calm environment and he didnt need to shout and everything…i guess he was again out of his mind (sometimes he’s really like that…but i do understand him…kinda!!!) and now SIR talks like somebody else again..telling him ( or us?!?im not sure…) that lecture and duty was different…i myself dont get it! he continue bragging nonsense things…then WE WERE REALLY SHOCKED when he said that “if you want respect, if you want me to give you respect- YOU HAVE TO EARN YOUR BARS…SHOW ME THE KNOWLEDGE…EARN YOUR LICENSE, EARN YOUR MASTERALS…blah blah blah blah…THEN AFTER YOU EARN THEM COME BACK TO ME AND THAT IS THE TIME…..blah blah blah blah…
what the?!? why is he saying all of that?!? i dont get him!!! does he mean that only people who have degree, and only those people who made really big deserve RESPECT!!!! huh?!? that is soooooo INSANE!!!
that is NOT fair…NEVER and NEVER WILL…everybody deserves respect from anybody it was just that you really have to EARN IT…EARN it a very DIFFERENT way!!! regardless of your status in life- rich or poor, male or female, no age bracket, no age limit, forget about the educational background, leave the race or the color behind, or even the language itself has nothing to do with GIVING AND EARNING RESPECT…
WHAT IS MY POINT?
the point is “his reason was soooo overboard!!!!!” NO ONE and NOBODY has the right to raise that ANSWER TO ANYBODY…NOT NEVER..
i can give respect to anybody- older and even younger than me so long as they DESERVE IT…again so long as THEY DESERVE IT…but when it comes to him?!?maybe i’ll give him the respect that he wanted as a clinical instructor…he demands it and perhaps he deserves a ‘lil of it…i wont shout at him or anything because in the first place i know that -THAT is UNETHICAL and it is BEYOND MY THING…
but giving MORE THAN a LITTLE is TOO MUCH TO ASK and I’LL THINK ABOUT IT….so tell me, does he deserve any respect?!?
riosoriano07
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