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it has been really quite a while since i write something personal…my blog has been flooded with AI8 (American Idol 8 updates…)

i dont know if happy or what…im about to graduate and leave the Institute that once became my HOME and my FAMILY for the past 4 years… 😦 🙂 😉

i can hardly believe that these things were actually happening- that 4 long years have gone by and now here i am a step closer to a new and ever changing and ever revolving LIFE that i call LIVING…

whew!oh my gosh-i think, i just think that FUTURE is already hunting me which literally scares me to death…why?because im not sure if im ready enough to face the real world and be one of the citizens of the world…

if you know me by heart and you are one of my closest friends…you probably not gonna believe all these stuffs…and you might say that “ikaw pa yong, kayang-kaya mu yan! you’re the one who always cheer us up so why worry?!?”…but here’s the catch…

 i can say all the sweetest and most encouraging words to my friends…give them best advises…and write best literary pieces and poems with words well fitted on them but when it comes to myself?!i dont think so….i suck when it comes to my own issues!!!and that’s the TRUTH…

haizzz…ganun lang talaga siguro- one of my purposes in life is to inspire and touch people’s lives through my words and my own personal experiences and issues…share something of myself to the people that will make them realize that hey! my life isnt that BAD at ALL and that they arent alone in this great big world…

likewise i know that im not alone in this world having the same problems, sharing same worries and same fears in life…and with these problem, worries and fears there’s one thing i know that is positive and that is to “never stop LIVING…life might be harsh and life might be unfair but always remember LIFE is never PERFECT, life will never be FAIR and life has different indescribable challenges…all we need to do is accept that we are not invincible that at times we FAIL, we LOSE, WE BLEED, and We HURT…

but remember never ever feel like the world is turning its back on you or GOD is turning its back on you- that is part of life’s BITTER SWEET challenges and only us can make every bitter sweet challenges be JUST PERFECT and JUST RIGHT to enjoy LIFE to the FULLEST…

life may never be perfect but we can live the life with the happy heart and a joyful soul… 🙂

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i hate goodbyes… :(

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i dont now how to describe my feelings right now…me and the rest of the family were so lost right now…everybody’s getting anxious.

our dearest Lolo miguel (papa’s dad) is now again confined at the hospital and is difficult to arouse…few days ago lolo just got discharged from the hospital because of his pnuemonia and now only to find out that he has gotten worse- his blood sugar all went up as high as 320 g/dl, he just got his tube inserted (NGT for feeding) because he can hardly eat…

my mom and my dad are now busy preparing to leave…i wish we could easily go where he is right now…but we cant-  my sister and i still have a school to attend to and my other sister have her job…

i know-my lolo is quite old already but you know its never easy to say goodbye…i dont want to think that he is going to leave us but time is not in our hands-time is running so fast, i want to run after it but i cant seem to follow…my only wish is that- before he waves his final goodbye “i will be there to see him and hug him for the last time…” 

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finally all the anxioussness and agony were all done…our last revalida was finally over…right now at this very moment i was soooo happy and relieved…i dont know how to describe my feelings basta i was sooo happy!!

just like our previous revalida…everyone is anxious to death…this particular revalida is quite different because it seems like we will be part of of the rally…we all have our ribbons tied on our right arm ( different colors means different clusters or batch…)and as for us we wore a yellow ribbon which means we are the 3rd and last batch to perform…

if you will just see the “sea of people” waiting outside the FEU campus wearing their BEST haircut, CLEANEST clinical uniform, and WHITEST shoes…oh god it was sooo terrifying…i myself i was so terrified why?!?because FEU-IN is soooo STRICT (when i mean strict…really strict!!) and when you try not to follow one of the  golden rules- you are so dead!!

the long wait was soooo tiring…all of us were soooo freaking starving…our assembly time started for about 9:00-9:30…and our testing time was 10:00-11:00, but we ended up waiting for very very very long…so we ended up taking our 5 minute skills performance (revalida) 12:00….

see that!we waited for sooooooooooo long for that longest and most nerve racking 5 minutes of ourlife to end…well thats life!and life is always good…and im just soooo happy that it all ended very well…HAPPY 🙂 kudos 911…kudos g-44!!!

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