i dont now how to describe my feelings right now…me and the rest of the family were so lost right now…everybody’s getting anxious.
our dearest Lolo miguel (papa’s dad) is now again confined at the hospital and is difficult to arouse…few days ago lolo just got discharged from the hospital because of his pnuemonia and now only to find out that he has gotten worse- his blood sugar all went up as high as 320 g/dl, he just got his tube inserted (NGT for feeding) because he can hardly eat…
my mom and my dad are now busy preparing to leave…i wish we could easily go where he is right now…but we cant- my sister and i still have a school to attend to and my other sister have her job…
i know-my lolo is quite old already but you know its never easy to say goodbye…i dont want to think that he is going to leave us but time is not in our hands-time is running so fast, i want to run after it but i cant seem to follow…my only wish is that- before he waves his final goodbye “i will be there to see him and hug him for the last time…”
hey, i never knew lolo was in NGT?! let’s just hope things will get better…my classes is up to friday…i cant be with u guys on thursday…
just extend my hugs and kisses…
i’ll be praying…