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wonder dad: MY DAD

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY!!

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here i go again, this is my second father’s day blog entry…according to my archive, last june 16, 2008- i wrote my father’s day blog… and if you missed it here’s a link…click here!

before i wrote this, i visited my last entry, well just to make sure that i wont repeat what i just said the last time…

first thing…I LOVE MY PAPA soooo much- my realization just started when i saw myself starting to get a little older and gain more wisdom…you know when you’re still a kid you tend to just be a kid…literally “walang pakialam sa mga nangyayari”…i was once like that- one whose so self centered and selfish in that kind of matter…maybe because i grew getting what i always wanted, and i grew up knowing that my papa would always give me “what i always wanted, bunso kasi”- that has always been my mentality…how selfish, right!

but now, looking back- things have turned 360°…i learned a lot of things from him…every single thing that makes me me is all because of him…he made me “ME”…

he is indeed my wonderdad-i remember back when i was a little younger i asked him “when will you teach me how to drive?, and he said you study very well and finish your studies…”- he made me think and my mind goes blank…i never understood what he was trying to tell me until now…

“he wanted me to finish my studies and made something out of myself…and with that i could have everything that i ever wanted including “driving my VERY DREAM CAR…”

its just now when i realize how lucky i am to have a father like him- who loves unselfishy, ready to sacrifice everything, leave everything behind just see his little angels smile and who could give up his life just to make sure he made everything possible for his children…

time flies very fast…thinking how he molded me to be a strong person, determined to  always strive harder, to always believe in myself, and lastly to trust and have a strong faith in god makes me LOVE my LIFE more…

i may never be the best daughter and i know i can never be the greatest daughter, but all i know is that ” papa, i love you, no matter what happen i will be your little angel, i might not be the daughter that you’ve always wanted i will always here…i promise”…

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i know i made a lot of mistakes (sorry) but you always push me to be the best, you inspire me to be the best, and you always made me feel that I AM INDEED THE BEST…thank you! thank you! thank you! those wont be enough, but just let me…you are the coolest papa ever (i cant say these words to you, thats why im writing this entry…you’re quite a learner when it comes to technology, right?plus im your teacher!!!yay!)

anyways!!love papa!!i miss the good old days, im sorry and thank you for everything…

again HAPPY FATHER’S DAY!!

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NLE 2009 experience…

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after the very long 2 two months of break from my blogging world…im am soooo back! i have soooo soooo many stories to make and i barely dont know where to start…

hmmmm ok! so lets start with ” the most dreadful, terrifying and nerve racking saturday sundays of my life…to be specific “june 6,7, 2009″… “the JUNE NLE 2009 BOARD EXAM”….

haiiiizzzz…i dont know what to say…i am so speechless!!! and even up to now i still dont know how will i react…but well hey! im pretty sure that im not the only one feeling that way…it was a bit funny because my mom and my dad would make “kulit” and really trying to get something off me, , even my ate was “freakin nuts” and really trying sooo hard to make me speak but my only reaction was “hmmm….”

but you know at the back of my mind, i really want to share and say everything that i want to say i was just also trying to SHUT my MOUTH…and leave everything just like that for today…maybe after a week or two then i will make kuento…

…i was scheduled to take my examination at the “NEIGBORHOOD university” from where i graduated from (oh well ok, the land of the GROALING TIGERS) well huge university compare to my graduate school (FEU)…i cannot compare the two, these two universities both deserve RESPECT…

1st DAY SUPER WET DAY…so early in the morning, wearing my “ALL WHITE UNIFORM” in a super bad weather…the rain was literally pouring down…i can feel everybody’s nerves, so am i…i was sooooo freakin’ nervous- for the very first time of my entire being “i was really shaking, my mind was turning 360° or maybe 720°, and i can feel my heartbeat pounding thrice faster (with a bit exaggeration) but just imagine…whew!

so at exactly 8:00 AM the 1st examination started!and that’s it…. i tried to maximize the time as much as i can, that’s why i finish my exam at exacltly 10:00AM…yeah!

then the break came….when anxiety strikes you can help but feel the fright!! wohooo!!! as in  maladaptive behavior (my adrenalin was sooo high but when i got into the water closet i feel like i urinated more than the usual…1st time that i actually felt that)…thought that it would be the 1st and last time that i could actually felt that kind of thing but it wasnt!!! while i was actually answering my 2nd examination, i want to run and go to the nearest water closet and empty my bladder ( i cannot believe it! i didnt even made my 500ml bottled water into half!!!)

after the two examinations…haizzz!we went down for lunch…just for the sake of having food on stomach…

3rd examination…unlike the 1st two sets of examination that i was calm…i was literally feeling my nerves in the 3rd exam…i could feel my heartbeat accelerating, and i know it was not good…thank god i had a presence of mind to pause for a moment and pray for  a hundred times…god was sooo faithful that he gave me peace of mind…

2nd DAY– early early as a bee, but as usual late like forever!!

8:00AM the 4th examination started….i was speechless…12:00 NOON the 5th and final examination started…and i was again speechless…

***my last reaction- the BOARD EXAM was sooooo UNPREDICTABLE… the BOARD of NURSING was soooo wit, was soooo smart in doing the exam…i just think that NOBODY as in NOBODY knows that it would be like that…except the 7 of ’em….

that’s it!!…my BOARD EXAM EXPERIENCE 101…

luciat est vestra!!3-5-100!!!

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my own BATTLE…

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My own BATTLE…

im extremely and insanely nervous!!! waaaahhhhhh…ano ba!!! i dont know how to describe what i feel right now, im just trying to keep my mind busy, that’s why im writing again…to keep myself busy and keep my mind off of the terrifying board exam tomorrow…

im very positive that GOD will be there all through out the day with me, but well hey im just human and i have nerves…as much as possible i want to be as positive as i can…i know FEU (my graduate school) and SRG (my review school) prepared me enough for this battle…

so that’s it! just like what my reviewer said “it is normal to feel anxious and be nervous but never let those fears ruin you and eat you alive”….

i know i have to live up for myself…there’s no turning back…this is LIFE…MY LIFE…MY WORLD…maybe this really part of stepping out of  this great big world…and YES!! i am up for the challenge, I AM READY to take this another NOTCH HIGHER…

for the past 21 years of my life…god has been very faithful and i know, i just know that he will be forever faithful….just like what he just promised in JEREMIAH 29:11-13

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”

so to all the board examinees…GOODLUCK to ALL and GOD BLESS!!!

to FEU-BATCH 2009…3-5-100!!!!!

luciat est vestra…tamaraw nurses!!

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