Archive for November, 2010


i should be waking by now, i should be feeling myself somehow; i should be moving and getting my feet off the ground…but im trapped, slowly falling , tightly chained- untouched but emotionally unbounded…

i should stop, no i must stop but i cant- how could i keep myself from falling apart when all i really want is the other way around…as easy as it seems but it is a lot harder trying to act like “oh so natural” but deep inside “its killing you”…

maybe it is better to be like this- JUST like this…im here and you on the other side- i wont wake myself up, i would drown myself close to death and just continue to be a sweet calm wind brushing towards your cheeks….i wont talk- i’ll just listen…


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