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mama

I grew up calling her mama- 33 years of her motherhood has been a blessing to us… and i dont even know how to describe her. She has this 6 elastic hands and 3 sets of her perfect 360 degree vision..she definitely is not Ms. Perfect but she certainly is mommarrefic and momfantastic…i may not be the right person writing something like this, i probably am the most stubborn and most pasaway daughter ever but please let me share how grateful i am to have a perfectly wonderful mama…

 

Mama, i know i am not vocally expressive towards my feelings. Most of the time, it may seem that i dont care but really i do…The generation gap seems to be a huge hindrance for us to really understand each other and i know you’re trying your very best to cope up with us and get the hang of our language and i appreciate that…im sorry, if sometimes youre trying to get into my mind and ask a lot of questions and i dont even give a nice answer to your questions…i know most of the time what you want is just for me to open myself up a little more, give some of my little time to you and papa where we could just have a “real talk”…and lastly im sorry if im writing everything that i want to say…

Thank you! Thank you for being my mama, i cannot see myslef having a different mama…thank you coz youre never changing and you’re just always there…salamat ng sobra sobra

I love you mama!!!

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it has been really quite a while since i write something personal…my blog has been flooded with AI8 (American Idol 8 updates…)

i dont know if happy or what…im about to graduate and leave the Institute that once became my HOME and my FAMILY for the past 4 years… 😦 🙂 😉

i can hardly believe that these things were actually happening- that 4 long years have gone by and now here i am a step closer to a new and ever changing and ever revolving LIFE that i call LIVING…

whew!oh my gosh-i think, i just think that FUTURE is already hunting me which literally scares me to death…why?because im not sure if im ready enough to face the real world and be one of the citizens of the world…

if you know me by heart and you are one of my closest friends…you probably not gonna believe all these stuffs…and you might say that “ikaw pa yong, kayang-kaya mu yan! you’re the one who always cheer us up so why worry?!?”…but here’s the catch…

 i can say all the sweetest and most encouraging words to my friends…give them best advises…and write best literary pieces and poems with words well fitted on them but when it comes to myself?!i dont think so….i suck when it comes to my own issues!!!and that’s the TRUTH…

haizzz…ganun lang talaga siguro- one of my purposes in life is to inspire and touch people’s lives through my words and my own personal experiences and issues…share something of myself to the people that will make them realize that hey! my life isnt that BAD at ALL and that they arent alone in this great big world…

likewise i know that im not alone in this world having the same problems, sharing same worries and same fears in life…and with these problem, worries and fears there’s one thing i know that is positive and that is to “never stop LIVING…life might be harsh and life might be unfair but always remember LIFE is never PERFECT, life will never be FAIR and life has different indescribable challenges…all we need to do is accept that we are not invincible that at times we FAIL, we LOSE, WE BLEED, and We HURT…

but remember never ever feel like the world is turning its back on you or GOD is turning its back on you- that is part of life’s BITTER SWEET challenges and only us can make every bitter sweet challenges be JUST PERFECT and JUST RIGHT to enjoy LIFE to the FULLEST…

life may never be perfect but we can live the life with the happy heart and a joyful soul… 🙂

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where are you?

where are you?

hmmmm..HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE!!! im doing this blog primarily because i dont have anything to do…obviously im soooo bored to death…hahaha

a lot of people i assume are busy preparing and sooo excited waiting for this very day…well cant blame them today is the “LOVE DAY”….enjoy! wink wink 😉 😉 but for some-like me i guess (hahaha…still waiting for that special someone…)

so maybe im one of those very few questioning the world…WHERE ARE YOU?!?in the first place-why did i ever come up with this question?!?huh?silly me…hahaha

but seriously…have you ever had this question cruising in your mind?!?hmmm just wondering?!i remember the song i was so fascinated with…even now i still love this song…

“i know he’s out there”…

again HAPPY VALENTINES!!! ❤

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February…time for bunch of red roses, boxes of chocolates, fantabulous and sophisticated dinner dates…hmmm what more?!? literally love is in the air!!! LIVE and LOVE… 🙂 but above all these things…feelings is “the most important”…love just simply because “you love” nothing more and nothing less…

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does anybody know what true love really means?!? i guess none for it is highly subjective plus people tend to love for different reasons…but my question is-

“do all the reason for loving is called LOVING at all?”-i love him because, i care for him because, i adore him because, i want to be with him because…BECAUSE, BECAUSE, BECAUSE…is that how we measure our love for someone???reasons for every reasons and LOVING because of those REASONS???

do love really revolves around “why do you love me and how much do you love me?!? is it because of the ferrero rocher and tulips? is it because of the fabulous dinner date every valentines day? is it because of the 14 karat diamond ring around your finger or is it because of the 4×4 ford ranger xlt that picks you up every after class?!? that is so pathetic!!! is that how subjective love is?!? i dont get it! love isnt supposed to be just about that, because if that’s the case… “everybody should have one” and if that’s the only reason for loving- “I SHOULD BE FINDING SOMEONE WHOSE ONE OF A HECK MILLONAIRE”…

if only love has reasons…if only,if only and if only…if only MONEY can buy LOVE and MONEY can be the reason for LOVE…but the toughest part is that “MONEY cant buy EVERYTHING and MONEY is NOT EVERYTHING…

the mere point is that “love has no reasons at all”- youre loving because of the fact that you are in love…no more buts, no more ifs and lastly no more conditions and reasons…loving just simply because “you LOVE” 

 love can be as simple as it that…when it comes to love “it is not about some “things” but it is more about something”-  something that really means EVERYTHING!

a love that is as sweet as ferrero chocolates whenever he asks you if you have eaten your dinner; love that is as expensive as tulips everytime he spends his whole time writing good poem just to make you smile whenever you have tough times; a love that is so pure that he sacrifices his pride just to sing your favorite song in front of your friends even if he cant; a love that means everything that he made fun of himself just to see your perfect smile and laugh; a love that means alot that he sacrificed to miss a championship basketball game just to pick you on your graveyard duty…a love that sounds crazy that he made himself a patissier just to create a perfect birthday cake for your dog…and a TRUE LOVE that he can and willingly FORGET and LEAVE everything behind just to make sure that you will get your CINDERELLA STORY that you always dreamt of…

that’s what true love is all about and that is what falling in love is- “being the ONE that you never thought you would be; doing something that you never thought you could actually do; and lastly sacrificing something that you really cant live without”….that’s how subjective love is…again that is how subjective LOVE is!!

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not so long ago when i got the chance to sign for this blog and finally fill this with my wildest thoughts, cheezy points of views, my own words of wisdom and principles in life plus all the blah blahs that makes my life so perfect (as to how i define perfect)…i actually dont know if there’s someone dares to click my site and read my whatever stuffs…and so what if no one reads this- as far as i know im doing this because i love letting my mind be heard and let my fingers do the talking… “thats it!!”

i dont know how to start this…i dont know where this thing will go or end, sometimes or should i say most of the time i would get my pen and my magic notepad and start writing and just write whatever thoughts that come to my mind without thinking of “hey what are you doing?!?what are you writing about?!?whats the title of your masterpiece?!?”–and my answer would always be…I DONT KNOW-what an answer right? but really im like that…at a snap of a finger i could think of something and write a one full piece of my creation for just an hour or less and after that- i would read it again and then that is the time i already know what that piece of crap is all about then thats the time i would give NAME to it….WEIRD, isnt it?!?

i dont know if thats a talent..maybe?!?some of my friends always tells me that i have “the gift of writing”- so maybe this is really a gift…

but as for me if you would ask me-maybe i would say that yeah it certainly is a gift but its really more than that…

its pouring your whole heart into it; finding every piece of a word to make it your own; giving life to every sentences and lines that you are creating…its not about being linguist or a writer by profession but its more of letting your heart and soul do the business…it is making every literary piece live their own world…it is really the PASSION that works, plus the DEDICATION that you give to it…

for me that is what the talent or the gift that we call “OUR OWN”…im not only pertaining to “the gift of writing”-but the talent as a whole…whether you have the heart for music, you have an active feet for dancing, you are a dedicated actor/actress, you have an eye for art- you draw, paint or sculpt perhaps…you have a blood of an athlete, you can formulate a concoction for a perfect  food for the gods…there’s certainly a handful and a cupful of talents that i missed to mention but “we know who we are and we know what and how we are made of-all im trying to say is …

our talent will always be our talent-there’s alot of things that could be learned…but the one that you are holding right now will always and never will be gone…LOVE IT; OWN IT…-because thats yours…no one could take that away from you…it is only YOU that knows what you truly have and no matter what happen its YOU who knows how to lift that talent to GOD and use it with purpose…

so whatever your talent maybe-mold it, give life to it, use it…if you can sing “sing your heart out”; if you dance “dance like there’s no tomorrow”; if you act “act like your the greatest artist that exists”; if you draw, paint and scupt “make a masterpiece that will make everybody whoah!”; if youre an athlete “live like youre the legend that every athlete should know”; and if youre patissier “make the sensational pastry that no one could forget”…

make the best out of your BEST…only HEART can make a simple and plain craft to a magnificent work of the art…only PASSION can make a straight melody to a wonderful and purely eccentric symphony…and only SOUL can make a pale and lifeless painting to a more vivid, meaningful and surreal peinture… 

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i barely do not have something to do…i am so bored so why not make something out of my non-productive hours!!!

these are some of my friends’ forwarded messages and their life’s point of views – i dont know what i was thinking when i read their messages and heard them saying those words…and out of my wildest mind “i texted and commented them back with my own twists of perceptions and opinions”…

from graxa ^_^,

moment: :c

i thought im over him but when i saw him my heart says “here we go again”…and it really breaks my heart when i knew he’s heart was already taken and is holding with someone else…he promised he’ll be back, he said he’ll get there but now he keep me hanging…i feel so doomed! and now im walking with no where to go…

i say ^_^,

sometimes no matter how tight we grasp the rope that we are holding on for so long, the best thing to do is to let go not because we’re tired and perhaps we just want to let go but rather it is because that rope is the one that causing us so much pain- we may not know it but when we look closely to our hands it is profusely bleeding because of the rope that we hold on too tight for so long… sometimes letting go is not an option but it is the only thing that we must do…

from chery ^_^,

everything changes they say…but me?!? i dont believe in that- some things just stay the same…your favorite color MIGHT still be the same when you reach 50’s….friends you had when you were a teenager CAN still be with you til your 70th birthday….and MAYBE, just MAYBE- if your LUCKY…the love you always had your entire life will still be the only one you had ever want til the day you die…

i say ^_^,

as for me- if you said that some things stay the way they are and you are certain that some things stay the same…you dont need to use MIGHT, CAN, MAYBE, JUST MAYBE and IF YOUR LUCKY- there is no assurance at all; no certainty…sometimes or most of the time you barely dont have to know, you just have to believe that “things WONT change and it will NEVER change…(now thats more certain right?!?)

 

one of my groupmates said ^_^,

its quite corny naman if your saying some sweet notings to your loved ones and i feels like im a different person when im doing some sweet things (nakakahiya…)

i say ^_^,

me?!? ive always been open about my opinions and perceptions in life…but ive never been that open about my feelings towards my loved ones…i find saying i love you cheezy and corny but as i mature i learned that loving is supposed and meant to be childish, silly and corny…so forget and drop everything of yourself and tell how much you love them!!!

one of my groupmates said ^_^,

i still dont have plans of having a serious relationship all i know right in this moment is that i am enjoying her company and i want that thing to keep on that way…

i say ^_^,

never ever tried to be sweet with someone else if you dont have any intentions of more than something else…because in the end its not her whom you hurt but its more of you kill and imprisoned your own emotions…you may not feel it but certainly its killing you slowly…

from bevs ^_^,

we used to think that life is a fairytale…full of magic, exciting, vivid…but that was a long time ago-now we know that there is more than just “happily ever after”…we have learned that we get wiser each day, and no fairy can lead us to a happy ending…”we decide; we struggle”…and somehow we begin to understand that we have the power to make each day better than yesterday!!

i say ^_^,

yeah!there is no such thing as fairytale and there is no fairy that can lead us to a road of happy ending but one thing is for sure “we can live our life the way we wanted to be…we wont see ourselves flying with tinkerbel or peterpan but we can see ourselves enjoying our own WONDERLAND- living the dream that once became our fantasy…yes! no one can ever lead us to the happy ending road but we can lead ourselves to “our own HAPPILY EVER AFTER LAND”

 so that’s it…what can you say?!?sorry if have a lot of says to everything sometimes i cant help but shout those thoughts that my heart tells…but its good though because i can share some thoughts to others…

 

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