My father: my hero, my heart, my soul…

My father is my hero, my heart and my soul…. I grew up certain and sure of my principles, values and standards because of him. He made me someone who can stand amidst adversities. He made me comfortable with my own skin and just be on my own self without merely compromising my stand on what i believe in.

He is a kind of father who just know what to say on every situation and every circumstances that comes to our way. He is a kind of father who is soooo cool yet sooooo strict at the same time. He is a kind of father who will do everything for his daughters. He is a kind of father who is so loving and always ready to accept our shortcomings, faults and mistakes. Lastly He is a kind of father whom I Love and Adore the most.

I wouldn’t wish for anything more or less of you paps. You are enough. You have made my life more than i could wish for. God must have loved me soooo much that he gave me a perfect father like you.

Papa, I know i am not getting younger but always remember that i will forever remain your constant kaaway every time you want to do things you know that is bad for you, your “boy macho” doing some matipunong stuff every time your away and lastly your “little girl” running and following you around…

Papa, i know naman kung gaano ako sakit sa ulo niyo ni mama and how much a pasaway daughter i am. And i am really trying the hardest to be so much better. Pero kahit pasaway at panay masakit ang ulo mo sakin mahal na mahal kita ng sobra. Ako parin ang nag-iisang “unico hijo” ng bahay na ito, at ako parin ang nag-iisang mong “BOY” na girl … 🙂 I promise to hold your hand always and forever… I love you papa 🙂

I cant seem to find words to say how i love you and how thankful i am that i have you, but there i said it ” I LOVE YOU SO MUCH”….. HAPPY FATHER’S DAY PAPs! I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!

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2010 rewind!!!

2010 has and had been a mixed of bitter sweet, happy and sad, frowning and smiling and lastly twist turning and upsidedown moments…more so it did gave me a lot of things to thank! goodbyes had been said and hellos are still yet to come…i am very hopeful that this 2011 would be a greater and bigger year ahead!

MY OWN LIST

10 SONGS -because im crazy and i have my own world ofcourse i have the weirdest set of songs ever!! haha

10.  CASEY JAMES’  version of DONT, JEALOUS GUY and POWER OF LOVE- i am an American Idol fan since i dont even remember when i did started to get hooked… not the best voice ever heard on stage but i think HE is the best GUITARIST ever stepped on AI so far!!! he got this MAD GUITAR SKILLS which made him so so loveable aside from the fact that he really is a handsome guy!what an angel in disguise!!

 

09. DANNY GOKEY’s I WILL NOT SAY GOODBYE- i told you im AI fan!!  he got this compassion that really explodes when he sing and that what i love about him…i guess this song is such a heart felt!!

 

 

08. DAVID ARCHULETA’s – PARACHUTES AND AIRPLANES, STOMPING THE ROSES- cradle snatcher!! what can i do, he is a sweetheart! i missed my chance again!! he went to PI to promote his album but i did not get the chance to go and see him!! well back to why i love the songs- im a POP baby, i love cute beats and up beat melodies with sweet lyrics…

 

 

07. GABE BONDOC’s YOU’RE IT- thanks to my dearst friend moira and my sister dear yang for introducing his songs!! waaahhh…love love love his voice, it was nothing but a breath of fresh air-soothing and sweet!! he is a you tube singer, you can go and check out his site!! he is really good!!

 

 

06. LEE DWYZE’s SWEET SERENDIPITY- i love the lyrics, the melody and the beat is quite interesting…knowing that lee sang it makes it even more ear candy…

 

 

 

05. MARCOS HERNANDEZ’ THE WAY IDO- love love love his voice!!he sounds exactly like JC CHASEZ…and the lyrics awww soooooo sweet!

 

 

 

04. ELLIOTT YAMIN’s  , CANT KEEP ON LOVING YOU FROM A DISTANCE, DOORWAY- the greatest singer ever lived!!hahaha, in my own opinion he will forever remain my number 1…you have to hear him sing, you literally wanna die in his arms!!!

 

 

03. JASON CASTRO’s THAT’S WHAT IM HERE FOR- the only beautiful man alive (beat that!!) seriously he is…sweet and soothing voice plus anglic face and the way he sing seems like everyday is serenade day!! love the meaning of the song…

 

 

02. JASON CASTRO’s YOU ARE- again he sounds just perfect!! the song is quite contemporary by which made even more special…the acoustic version is amazingly fantastic!! he is such an eye and ear candy!!!

 

 

01. TRAIN’s MARRY ME-i dont know how to describe this song…if i were a man, i will be singing this song to the girl of my dreams but because im not…if someone will sing this song to me, i wanna melt right there and then! come on! im such a hopeless romantic!!!!

 

 

10 PERSONAL HIGHLIGHTS

10. DECEMBER 2010- me as PROCTOR (Pentagon and 2010 DECEMBER NLE)- it was a great experience i believe, seeing nursing graduates having their examination right in front of you makes me look back and see my own self to them…some examinees are quite good with instructions while are not and some listen carefully while some are too clumsy. (hay, naitanong ko tuloy sa sarili, if i were to take my examination again will i be able to pass it and get same grade? i hope i could do it again!!) so to all the exminee that i did handle, goodluck and godbless!!

 

09.  SEPTEMBER 2010- me as NURSE TRAINEE, finally after gazillion years of waiting, i had my chance! it was the longest, happiest and my most fulfilled 3 months ever…my experience was great, i met amazing people, and i learned so many things…thank you OSSAM

08. DECEMBER 2010- me as a GRADUATE- after 3 months of volunteering/training, i got my cerificate!! happy me…

07. NOVEMBER 2010- me with CELEBRANTS- gyp, jak and cha celebrated their birthday…it was a happy event, we are almost perfect (minus mikki)…we had our tugs tougs moment, sing along grande, and eat all you can party!!!

06. DECEMBER 2010- we with PEDIABABIES XMAS PARTY! finally we had our day, we laugh together, we cry together and of course we EAT together…i had my best moments with these guys!! i love them all…

05.AUGUST 2010-me as CHEERLEADER ACES bagged their  13th title in PBA 35th fiesta conference- i was more than a happy momma when they got the championship!!wohooo bel13ve!!!

04. DECEMBER 2010- me as CELEBRANT-ouch!! im a year older again, my own bday celebration. birthdays are always special day to our family-mama cooked some food for the family and we had our lunch together..

03.DECEMBER 2010-me as MOMMY FOR THE DAY- instant babies! me and my sister made our debut as mommies to our 2 nephews…it was a happy event, seeing our two lil boys smile and laugh makes my whole day complete!! i love them both!!

 

02. MARCH 2010-me as FAN JASON CASTRO LIVE IN MANILA- me and my 2 kabataks finally had our moment to see jason eye to eye and face to face!!! i was able to held his hand and greet him HAPPY BDAY can you believe it!! it was the best day!!

01. DECEMBER 2010- me as a DAUGHTER FAMILY’s TRADITIONAL BIG LUNCH every christmas day…big lunch always makes our christmas complete, we dont celebrate noche buena because we have our own big lunch…perfect with the whole family dining and eating together…i love them!!

so that’s it, my own year end special…til next year!!

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pedia babies ^0^,

we are now down to the last wire, its sad i know but at the end of the day i keep seeing myself smiling and happy- i know things wont and will never change “WE ARE FRIENDS RIGHT!!”…

everyone is compiling memories thru video and because im a writer i will do it in a BLOGGER way! now let us start…

time flips so fast that before i knew it, i was at the end of the line but fortunately and luckily i say “i was not alone”- savoring each moments with my BESTmates, my LOVEbuddies and my TRUEfriends… i thought ’twas going be a wild circus play- me juggling around with people whom i barely know but I WAS WRONG… the moment i stepped out of my comfort zone- i felt AT HOME and i was at MY HOME indeed…i never felt like i was obliged to wake-up in the morning drag myself to the watercloset and push myself to dress and finish my 8 hour or 12 hour shift- everyday seems to be a smooth sailing ang calming breeze just brushing over…

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!! NOTHING BEATS PEDIA BABIES!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!

ps:

individual message: to follow… 🙂 (sa xmas party na, senti mode ko!hahaha…)

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happy 32nd wedding anniversary!

may 14, 1978– my mom and my dad’s very date!! after 32 years, their relationship remains as blooming  and as fragrant as the cherry blossoms every sakura festival; as bright as the sun- their love never melts even if the heat of the sun was extremely burning; as strong as the hardest steel that even the great ironman cannot break; and lastly as priceless as the finest diamond that even the richest and most famous superstar would never find…that’s how i describe their love with one another, of course their love story wasnt perfect like an old and grayish cinderella story but in my own naked eyes it was nothing but pure magic.

i wish ’em all the happiness and love in the world, and above all many many more anniversaries to come…

to the BEST mama and papa to us…

to the sweetest granpa and granma to tien-tien and mj…

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!! WE LOVE YOU!!

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what more can i ask for?

im a self-confessed daddy’s ‘lil girl. i always have great words to write with regards to my ever lovely papa, but come to think of it- i never wrote one for my amazingly wonderful mama…

how will i ever describe her, ok. let me start by saying this- in my 22 years of existence i never woke up not having a very luscious meal waiting on the dining table. she is a kitchen goddess i must say- oh well pretty much that’s the reason why we are all healthy, but on the other side that’s also the reason why i barely and hardly know how to cook! oh god im the worst person you could ever meet when it comes to frying pans, knives and sauteing are concern.

more so, she is a dedicated wife and mother to us..she does all the chores and she does it patiently. frankly she’s been doing all those chores for the past 31 years nearly 32 years in a matter of 7 days! (happy 32nd wedding anniversary!)

she’s a kind of mom that is very transparent-you’ll definitely know when she’s happy, excited, scared, in-doubt and most specially when she’s fury.

sometimes when she gets a ‘lil out of control, i personally dont know if i will start to laugh or just keep quiet-and just absorb everything- well it kinda gets normal for me after 22 years unpredictable ventilating…

kidding aside- mama never fails to amaze me every second and every minute of everyday. she suffered, sacrificed and gave up a lot of things for us- yet she never gets tired of pushing herself to the limit- of loving, serving and just purely giving everything to us…thank you! thanks for everything despite of me being a stubborn daughter you continue to love me. i am not perfect, i know im not, im not even sure if i could keep my promise, but one thing i know for sure- I LOVE YOU and I ALWAYS WILL…

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY

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A Prayer of a Wounded Yet Brave Heart

All i want is to break free
i feel like the world is giving the worst in me;
sometimes it seems like its almost over-
but before it turned on its end;
here it comes back again and it’s worst than ever…

Dear god- What do you want from me?
i know you love me, i know you do.
everyday i wake up-feeling and hoping that,
little by little the pain will go away…
the moment will just slipped by-
when will these things come to an end?

i need answer! dear god i need answer
Questions keep rushing through my head;
Am i doing things the wrong way?
because if im doing things not right-
please help me make it right…

im wounded: my knees are hurting and my heart keeps bleeding…
my soul is shattered and I AM BROKEN!
i am HOPELESS; i am HELPLESS…
i know i have you beside me- watching me: dressing up my wound,
holding me with your loving arms
and carrying me now that i have FALLEN APART…

slowly im losing my FAITH;
shamelessly im letting you down.
i know you dont want to see me putting my last sword down but please-
i need you now, rescue me…i am gasping.
my Lord, my Savior, my Redeemer, my forever Faithful Father,
my Provider and my Deliverer-LEAD ME HOME

-amen

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happy bday to me! a quick 1 year wrapped-up!!

yay! its my birthday, getting older? yes! definitely!!! but getting wiser? that i don’t know!! kidding aside, this year had been a twirling, tumbling and twisting year for me and my family…

***let me start with a bad note late February til early March 2009 my lolo miguel had been hospitalized  for weeks…the worst part was that i wasnt able to visit him because i still have classes to attend…my tito and titas from the states got home because he’s getting worse and worse…the weirdest of all weirdest was that, it was a reunion after all but the sad part is OUR lolo just bid goodbye…

***i graduated last April 2009 (whew! it’s not a drop a sweat, i mean it’s a brain, nerve and body draining to death!!–oh well yeah in exaggeration of course!!!)

***i passed the Nurse Licensure Examination June 2009 ( yeah! it was all hard work! and every ounce of sweat and all the sleepless nights were all paid off! i got a pretty good grade!!!)

***then “unemployed me” came along 😦

***another bump, September 2009 mom had to undergo TAHBSO because of the growing mass…it was really a challenge for the whole family because we need to be strong for she’s hypertensive plus she has cardio problem, added to that she’s also diabetic (she’s already showing the early signs of DM)…more over she’s 59 years old!!! but thank god the operation went really well, no further complications and she recovered really fast!!! the mass growth turned out negative which means its benign!!! early Christmas gift indeed!!

***and another bump comes along, September 26,2009 typhoon ONDOY smashed the house…thank god the whole family were there and we have 2nd floor!!!! i couldn’t believe that, that thing actually happened and of all the people im one of those thousands of pinoys who actually experienced it! it was sooo terrifying, seeing how the flood rises from ankle high, to knee high and it went up and up and up…then all of a sudden you became sooo helpless and all you can do is watch how cabinets, bar, dinning table went up side down…the refrigerator and the heavy washing machine suddenly floating…and everything went chaos!!! we were stuck in the middle of  dirty muddy and smelly flood for god-sakes!! for two days we were like camping inside the house…the whole village was all pitch black! and here’s the thing after the flood we didn’t know where to start! form outside to inside- ALL DISASTER but above all we are still thankful that everybody in our family is safe, sad to say 2 of my papa’s dogs (bulilit and puti) died because of ONDOY now we’re down with just two dogs (panget and taguig)…

***December 2009, a happy and gay Christmas with the whole family!!! the big lunch is always good…quite different because of a healthy christmas lunch!! veggie salad and some white meat!!

*** and here comes me and my sister’s birthday!! nothing new it was just we’re 1 year older!!!

my wish-a fresh and good start! that’s it…god bless to me!! yay 🙂

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my top 10 songs year ender…

its december 19,2009…christmas is soooo fast approaching and so is new year!! yeah before the year end let me share you my top 10 songs!

10.VIVA LA VIDA-COLDPLAY– the first coldplay song that i actually love!!!

09. POKER FACE-  LADY GAGA– im not a huge fan of supah dance songs/beats, not to the extent that i went GAGA over her songs but i like one…POKER FACE (it’s just that- very catchy even daughtry had his own rendition which by the way love it!!!)

08. IM YOURS-JASON MRAZ– i have always loved him and i love him more because of his song IM YOURS (really really good, the beat urgh it kills me!!)

07. WHITE HORSE- TAYLOR SWIFT– love love love the song…now its too late for you and your white horse to catch me now!

06. YOU BELONG WITH ME-TAYLOR SWIFT-very very very sweet young lady, beautiful and super talented…she is a newbie but she just went straight up to the top!! way to go barbie girl…

05. YOU FOUND ME-THE FRAY– i just love the song plus matt giraud sang it on AI season 8…love the lyrics and love the voice!!

04. HUMAN NATURE-MICHAEL JACKSON– i wont forget june 25,2009 King of Pop died…it was really really sad…all the staions have their own tributes, many people were mourning including I, and amongst all of his song this is one of my favorite…

03. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME- ADAM LAMBERT– i know, i know adam made a huge huge mark about his AMA’s performance, but well maybe im just a big fan! i still love him though…plus it is indeed a pleasant song…

02. TOUCH MY HAND-DAVID ARCHULETA– i totally love this guy!!! love the lyrics, love the beat, love the voice!!! he is making a big name for himself…kudos!! note: we share same birthday! how cool was that!!

01.MAN IN THE MIRROR- MICHAEL JACKSON– my ever favorite song of late “King of Pop”….love love love it!

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the scary A(H1N1) virus…

h1n1 virus

of all the communicable diseases coming in and out of the news everyday…this one is really scary. in one snap of a finger it then became a “GLOBAL PANDEMIC”…everyday more and more casualties were adding up to the list…from mexico, to europe, then texas, canada and many many more…from alert level III and now it reached PANDEMIC LEVEL V…

personal protective equipments were scattered all over…tamiflu were almost out of stock!!this is actually the first time that i feel like “oh god please stop”…

i dont know where this this will go but i hope this will gradually fall and eventually stop…and for everybody out there “BE CAUTIOUS…” the media is giving us all necessary measures to prevent the spread of this disease…

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